Still here!

hey everyone!  It's been a long time!  I know I owe people art, too.  I will be looking through my notes/messages for what people have asked for, but if you are reading this and know I owe you something, feel free to note me about it. 

I feel like a jerk, but it's just how I am, this whole procrastinating thing.  I've always been like this, all my life.  Full of passion and ambition, but lacking the drive and motivation to do enough about it.  Some days I am a productive machine, and can get lost in the harmony of working on an art project, but far more often, I feel emotionally/mentally drained very easily, I daydream about art projects I want to accomplish and yet can't bring myself to do the required work.  So I am trying to get away from that and get myself to do more and more each day.  I currently work a part time job (though it feels full time), but ultimatelyl I want to quit it and support myself wth my art.  And I don't want this to just be some pipe dream I do nothng about. 

I dot' have internet at home yet so I can't be too active here currently.  But it's my goal to draw more at home, get working on trades/requests/commissions, and eventually have more commissions coming, and be active on here.